LaDonna's UIWP Web Portfolio



Welcome to my Web Portfolio--Summer 2011!


And by the way everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise.  The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.

 ~Sylvia Plath


This quote by Plath sums up my summer.  My blog, demonstration, movie, and web portfolio were all created by overcoming some inhibition--fear of exposure, ineptitude, mediocrity, and/or technology.  There is something so comforting about the status quo, what we know, or what we internalize that we don't want others to see. 

My blog is particularly exposing, laying bare thoughts and beliefs that I have long thought but may not have articulated to many people.  Posting it online for anyone to see was quite frightening, and therefore, rewarding.  I hope you enjoy the agéd musings of my 40-something brain.

Here is one of my most recent poems as an example of my self-discovery as a writer...


Habit of Love

 

Completely covered

Hidden from all except your husband

HIM

I've played a nun so many times, the habit stifling

in its severity

Heat gathered under layers of unbreathable cotton

Breasts chafing with sweat and course fabric

A sacrifice for the play, the production, so unlike

your true losses

Chastity, humility--words I barely accept as

Authentic

You trust HIM implicity

A faith I never understood, though envied

To me it was hurried memorized phrases

Going through the motions,

up,

down,

cross

What would it be like to feel so utterly loved

Every cell knowing it belonged

 

Easy to joke about the garb

Perhaps the joke's on me....